journey of my life

Sunday, December 13, 2009

assalamualaikum to all....finally i have created my own blog as our lecturer, mdm noraslinda asked us to do is good actually for the person like me..huhu.thanks madam.frankly,this is my first trial in writing some sort of i am not good in all, i am sorry for my broken english.maybe with the presence of this blog, my english would be better.ok...let's proceed to the first task..."the journey of my life"...I am Suzaila bt Arsad from Trolak, Perak.

School attack

My primary school was Sekolah Kebangsaan Trolak Timur. Then, I went to Sekolah Raja perempuan Taayah, a girl’s religious boarding school at Ipoh. This was the first time where I was surrounded by multi backgrounds of friends. Truly, I felt very low self-esteemed because I was a village girl. The fluency of their english also scared me…huhu. First 2 years there, I was studied hard because I really determined to be placed in the first class (40 students will be selected). Haha..i can still remembered I was on 37th places among 160 students from final examination result. ..I got the top class in form2 but still I was among the lowest in the top class. Again, in form2 I was struggled to perform better because my places was not in a safe zone. Alhamdulillah, I was still in the same class on form3 with “belas2” places. But in form3, I was changed…I realized that I was not enjoyed in studying hard..I had promised to myself that I won't study hard anymore.. girl’s school…almost all of us must break the rules…like one of my friend here said “budak Taayah mmg nakal2.”

Then, I was offered to MRSM Jeli, Kelantan with the other 4 friends from Taayah. We had experienced so many punishment by wardens…drew mitosis and meiosis notes for each class, ran all over schools for 3 rounds, being caned 2 times by principal and many more. No punishment without no reason, right!But I really enjoyed every moment was among the precious memories that I wont forget. All teachers there were very supportive and so kind to us. Sometimes, we were like friends as well. Thanks to all my teachers for their kindness and helped me a lot in study.

The most important thing I had learnt from school's life: we should not be a very low self esteem person because we also can achieve like others. Also, I really thanks to my parents because they had sacrificed alot to me and my siblings.

He was gone forever

On 9th August 2008 at 5.45am at my sister’s home, we were surprised with the news from my mom…my dad was gone. At first, it’s hard for me to believe it because the thing that I really scared of already happened. But I believed that he was gone in a peace during his sleep and I never saw my dad’s face as calm as on his death.

We always kept thinking and gonna scared with the loss of our parents, but when the times comes, only then we will realize that we will never be prepared to face it even if we could know the exact time it will happen.

Now, I only have dreams to relief the feeling of miss to my late father and my late brother. I always pray that they will be rest in peace there.


Degree’s life

I don’t know what to tell here. Maybe I can recall better after graduating and leaving UIA…huhu. But I’m sure I’m gonna miss everything here soon especially friends. So, I just recall educational trip to Singapore was one of the best pleasures in my life. Alhamdulillah I was selected and I believed it was ‘rezeki’.

Now, only about 4 months left for us to face the real life and determine our own way. I am the person who has no specific ambition . Sometimes I am not so determined in my way. My aim is only that I want to be ‘SOMEONE’. I wish may happiness and success along with my way.

Clumsy things

I believed everyone had experienced lots of clumsy things in as well. But the clumsiest thing that I won’t forget was on last year. I was being left by bus at R&R gambang. At that critical moment, I couldn’t make the right decision. The only thing kept in my mind was only to safe my laptop which was in the bus. I had asked a lorry driver to help me as they also on the same way to KL. It seems like in a TV but now I already experienced it where I was in a lorry with 2 guys that I never knew them. But in the lorry, I was only could think deeply if they might do bad to me. ..I had just prayed hard that may Allah saves me. Alhamdulillah everything was safe.. I got my laptop n all my stuff from the bus.


Noraslinda said...

Thank you for sharing it with me..